This morning J and I went to the cancer clinic for 10am so that I could have the usual pre-chemo blood work. You may remember from last week that my treatment was delayed due to low neutrophils (infection fighting cells in the blood). My chemo was scheduled for 11am today and labwork typically takes an hour so we decided to hang out at the clinic and wait.
Waiting for blood work to come back from the lab is rather like trying to balance in the middle of a teeter totter. You do everything you can to be where you need to be to ensure good results but in the end, you never know which way it’s going to go. Could be up, could be down.
Well, for me, it was down; my neutrophils have fallen further still. I’m not officially neutropenic (dangerously low/very high infection risk) but I am in the moderate zone. If my system hasn’t recovered by next Wednesday (30 July) I’ll be given a booster from the category of drugs known as G-CSF (Granulocyte colony stimulating factor). I’ll have either Neupogen or Neulasta. They encourage the bone marrow to produce more white blood cells. Another blood test on Friday, 1 Aug, will determine if my blood has recovered enough for me to receive treatment.
It’s another unexpected delay but I’m hopeful that my system will return to normal any day now. There is still time to have my final two treatments and still make the trip ‘home’… but I’ll have to talk to the Doc and see what the plan is. Looks like I get to play on the see-saw a little longer.
Besides wondering about blood work and treatment I have done a little drawing this week. A friend and I went down to Quidi Vidi to sketch. Boats are much more challenging than they look!
This drawing was less flattering to the boat than I wanted so I decided it’s fate was to be taken down to see Davy Jones, hence the Octopus grappling the side of the boat. Ironically, after deciding to give up on the drawing and just play with it, I think it improved with the addition of the creature. After another couple boat attempts I switched to the landscape. The scene I drew is a fair bit different from real life; I removed a mountain to bring the ocean into view. I also removed a few stages and some fishing rooms so as to highlight the cute little cottage. I think it needs another building though; maybe a smaller one to the right. What do you think?
With plenty of yarn and art supplies, and a good weather forecast for walking, I’ll be content to wait for good news next week. It’s all about finding balance. Sometimes when you don’t know how things are going to go, you continue to balance in the middle and find ways to enjoy it. 🙂